lot of crap happened to me last week. I am still digesting it all. I feel strong but I also feel like it all hasn’t really hit me and I may flip out in line at dunkin donuts or something sometime soon.
Le SUPAH sigh. Sometimes you need to say something “out loud” even if you know no one will see it. Modern version of writing that letter you never send.
I am so hungry I could eat my arm.
Finally said it outloud and it seems fake. weird.
I hate it when you feel like you are waving your arms looking for help and no one notices. People too wrapped up in their own lives to bother notice others in need of a hand or shoulder. Bah. Whatever. I know who really cares about me. You know just saying it makes me not want it now. Its mine to deal with, always was. I can’t go through this all again I don’t know if I am strong enough. But at the same time I really want it to happen.
Stick a fork in me
I’m done.
With:
Passive aggressive people
Fair weathers
Pretending to care
Being good
Remix
Flickr
Flippant people(next one who pulls this gets stabbed with said fork)
Catloging
I have no reason not to go to the gym today. But I REALLY don’t want to go.
Le sigh.
Skipping weight watchers today. Basically because I can’t wait an hour to drink this here coffee and if I drink it I won’t want to weigh in. Nasty cycle of life basically.
